You just don't know love....

[卡查伊斯]

最近去左個旅行散心, 返到黎一直心囉囉攣, 因為我係當地認識左一位男人, 係我要返香港前一日, 佢係apps搵我, 約我出街, 本來係想去一d景點觀光, 但可惜落大雨, 我地轉左場去左coffee shop飲咖啡! 佢係Apps既相我覺得好靚仔好可愛(超似韓星) 所以我先會同佢出街, 但見到真人.....好似老左10幾歲咁...睇相似23, 真人似32...不過有一陣佬味, 其實我都okay佢個type...anyway, 去左coffee shop, 咁就傾計啦...唔知點解, 我份人對住一d岩岩認識既人會習慣性講大話, 我好驚佢笑我未拍過拖,所以就話自己拍左幾次拖, 有男有女咁, 咁順便share下我既愛情觀, (我有講到話我係一個好獨立既人, 我唔鐘意人地chur我...就算拍拖, 我都係要私人空間既人, 成日搵我會覺得好煩, 我唔鐘意) 之後佢就一句就對埋黎: You just don't know love....唔知點解, 聽完佢講, 心情好差...可能我真係無拍過拖, 唔明咩係love, 我無試過好鐘意一個人, 無試過心碎既感覺, 我無為男人喊過, 佢呢句說話係我心目中種低左...去到今日, 我無野做都會諗起佢話我唔識愛, 其實我係咪一個比較自私既人? 我係一個愛自己多過愛人地既人? 好想知道答案....我都想拍拖, 但我係超深櫃...我鐘意既睇唔上我, 鐘意我既我又食唔落...(我諗呢個圈個個都係咁...所以我唔會怪人...)
有冇人同我一樣? 如果我26歲但未拍過拖, 講出黎會唔會比人笑?
定係我下次直接講真話算....
利申: 未拍過拖但處已破, 都fun過....但唔係咁鐘意..